i wan my hair to grow longer and longer!!
hahax just sampat-ing :P
anyway, these days i noticed that...
those guys that noe how to play basketball WELL is really yeng~
and i mean really well haha! not just those lembik one :P
u noe why?
coz i went to s.o.x. competition not long ago~
then i found out this~ haha
and cheerleading is really really fun to me!
too bad so sad i dun have a chance to take part in that =3=
hmmphh still thinking of a good way to go back~
coz i really wana see the band on sports day and also the comp! > <
i've disappointed them for a few times and i really felt bad for that T^T
so i really dun wan to disappoint them again this time~
nw i hate my timetable LOL
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
"full of shit" hahax
Just some flashbacks today...
I've been hurted once on the Christmas Day of 2011
and my heart was broken into pieces during february.
The heart was broken so deep that it left scars there.
But now, for me, it's already over.
Its just that sometimes wounds do heal,
but the wounds wont heal completely.
Today i felt so surprised that when i think of u,
my message tone rang! @@
Nah, just becoz of seeing the scene that my frens holding hands,
walking together, i thought of our past. zzz
maybe the "linking" there wont just disappear like that haha
anyway, no matter i admit it or not,
but these things somehow will influence my view towards relationship
and also my attitude towards it.
i became more cautious and tend to keep my feelings deep down inside
ppl says that one will not do as much as the first relationship
i duno whether it's true (since i havnt experience the second one)
but i think that i still will do the best that i can.
frankly speaking, i some sort of liking my single life right now.
but u noe, humans are quite weird at some time
sometimes, i like to be single as more freedom
sometimes, i wished to be "not available" as i wished to have someone to stay beside me...
there are somethings that you cannot tell ur frens, even best frens
so there's the time that u hope that there's someone that you can talk to.
i felt unsure of my feeling towards someone.
i dunno my feeling towards u is just a simple best fren or more than that
you always cheer me up and support me no matter what
we had fun, we chat a lot, we talked about everything (most of it)
and u helped me a lot :)
maybe i'm in love with u? =X
we'll see as the time goes by and proves to me ;P
I've been hurted once on the Christmas Day of 2011
and my heart was broken into pieces during february.
The heart was broken so deep that it left scars there.
But now, for me, it's already over.
Its just that sometimes wounds do heal,
but the wounds wont heal completely.
Today i felt so surprised that when i think of u,
my message tone rang! @@
Nah, just becoz of seeing the scene that my frens holding hands,
walking together, i thought of our past. zzz
maybe the "linking" there wont just disappear like that haha
anyway, no matter i admit it or not,
but these things somehow will influence my view towards relationship
and also my attitude towards it.
i became more cautious and tend to keep my feelings deep down inside
ppl says that one will not do as much as the first relationship
i duno whether it's true (since i havnt experience the second one)
but i think that i still will do the best that i can.
frankly speaking, i some sort of liking my single life right now.
but u noe, humans are quite weird at some time
sometimes, i like to be single as more freedom
sometimes, i wished to be "not available" as i wished to have someone to stay beside me...
there are somethings that you cannot tell ur frens, even best frens
so there's the time that u hope that there's someone that you can talk to.
i felt unsure of my feeling towards someone.
i dunno my feeling towards u is just a simple best fren or more than that
you always cheer me up and support me no matter what
we had fun, we chat a lot, we talked about everything (most of it)
and u helped me a lot :)
maybe i'm in love with u? =X
we'll see as the time goes by and proves to me ;P
Friday, May 4, 2012
活
不懂为什么今天会回来。
本来就打算不看不闻不问了，反正很多事，都不是我能插手的。
结果，还是回来了。
习惯性无视好多东西。
无视简讯、无视消息、无视电邮、无视FB。
淡漠地活着，越活着，越不像一个人。
还能想还能选择要单纯还是成熟，只不过证明了你还是个单纯的人。
真正成熟了的人，已经身不由己。
怎么装，也装不了嫩。
长大了，好多东西开始不会太计较。
感情，不在乎的话，就变得廉价。
太在乎的话，只会让自己活得很累。
越活就觉得自己越活越过去了。
生活，总是要过的，少了谁多了谁并不能改变什么。
自己总是一个人，一个人来一个人走。
过了1个月多，单纯的，自己的生活。
还在迷茫，还在纳闷。
奇怪啊原来其实我疗伤的本领很差。
像太阳骑士，他能复活别人，却复活不了自己。
不死巫妖的结局里，他死掉了。
不可能死的审判被太阳复活，不可能死的太阳却没办法让别人复活他。
也其实，原来少了骑士道的骑士是不能活的。
不开心的时候，想想别人，反正世界上总有比自己更惨的人。
吁一口气，心情会轻松很多。
好过吸进一堆废气。
发烧发得乱七八糟的结果。
报告最近发生的事：
1）5月8日开学
2）最近补着化学
3）买了中六校服
4）辞掉了工作
5）泳琪驾着新的altis，好羡慕……
6）佳恩会去perak的matrikulasi
7）等着自己的车
8）习惯无视，无视就好
9）买了《吾命骑士6-不死巫妖（下）》
10）发高烧，差不多好了
本来就打算不看不闻不问了，反正很多事，都不是我能插手的。
结果，还是回来了。
习惯性无视好多东西。
无视简讯、无视消息、无视电邮、无视FB。
淡漠地活着，越活着，越不像一个人。
还能想还能选择要单纯还是成熟，只不过证明了你还是个单纯的人。
真正成熟了的人，已经身不由己。
怎么装，也装不了嫩。
长大了，好多东西开始不会太计较。
感情，不在乎的话，就变得廉价。
太在乎的话，只会让自己活得很累。
越活就觉得自己越活越过去了。
生活，总是要过的，少了谁多了谁并不能改变什么。
自己总是一个人，一个人来一个人走。
过了1个月多，单纯的，自己的生活。
还在迷茫，还在纳闷。
奇怪啊原来其实我疗伤的本领很差。
像太阳骑士，他能复活别人，却复活不了自己。
不死巫妖的结局里，他死掉了。
不可能死的审判被太阳复活，不可能死的太阳却没办法让别人复活他。
也其实，原来少了骑士道的骑士是不能活的。
不开心的时候，想想别人，反正世界上总有比自己更惨的人。
吁一口气，心情会轻松很多。
好过吸进一堆废气。
发烧发得乱七八糟的结果。
报告最近发生的事：
1）5月8日开学
2）最近补着化学
3）买了中六校服
4）辞掉了工作
5）泳琪驾着新的altis，好羡慕……
6）佳恩会去perak的matrikulasi
7）等着自己的车
8）习惯无视，无视就好
9）买了《吾命骑士6-不死巫妖（下）》
10）发高烧，差不多好了
Saturday, April 28, 2012
孩子不坏
看了孩子不坏，感触良多
说真的，如果你们还没去看，
就一定要去看哦~真的很好看的 :D
这部电影，让我想起了自己的家庭
看戏的时候哭得很惨，也笑得很惨 xD
有时候想想， 是不是口上说不在意，无所谓；
心里就真的是不在意呢？
其实有时候没有谁对谁错， 只是大家都太在意了
感觉自己有时候好像在赌气，
那也是因为心里真的不开心。
可是就好像，收到妈妈鼓励的简讯我会很开心
很意外地，家人过来找我， 也会有所期待 （虽然好像也会落空）
在想，是不是因为一个人的关系，
所以有人陪伴就特别开心呢？
朋友说，看了这部电影，
会很感谢妈妈，很爱妈妈的
或许对我来说，还需要一些些时间吧
或许过了自己那一关， 说不定就真的没事了 :)
说真的，如果你们还没去看，
就一定要去看哦~真的很好看的 :D
这部电影，让我想起了自己的家庭
看戏的时候哭得很惨，也笑得很惨 xD
有时候想想， 是不是口上说不在意，无所谓；
心里就真的是不在意呢？
其实有时候没有谁对谁错， 只是大家都太在意了
感觉自己有时候好像在赌气，
那也是因为心里真的不开心。
可是就好像，收到妈妈鼓励的简讯我会很开心
很意外地，家人过来找我， 也会有所期待 （虽然好像也会落空）
在想，是不是因为一个人的关系，
所以有人陪伴就特别开心呢？
朋友说，看了这部电影，
会很感谢妈妈，很爱妈妈的
或许对我来说，还需要一些些时间吧
或许过了自己那一关， 说不定就真的没事了 :)
Sunday, April 22, 2012
childish vs. mature
ME.
childish or mature?
some say childish but some say the latter
but, there are also some say both
for me, i prefer to be childish
hmm maybe not too childish
which is kind of annoying sometimes :P
many ppl wished to be mature
(in mentality, not old FYI)
but i prefer to be childish,
isn't tat weird?
the reason is,
when u get matured,
means tat u went thru a lot
or maybe sth tat changed ur views, thoughts
or even your life.
normally when u get matured,
means u got hurt.
someone that is childish normally doesn't have those hurt thingy
some live in their own life
and some just dun bother at all
u can say tat i grew up but dun say i'm matured haha
maybe like wat u said,
i would be both.
mature and childish at the same time
impossible? ;)
childish or mature?
some say childish but some say the latter
but, there are also some say both
for me, i prefer to be childish
hmm maybe not too childish
which is kind of annoying sometimes :P
many ppl wished to be mature
(in mentality, not old FYI)
but i prefer to be childish,
isn't tat weird?
the reason is,
when u get matured,
means tat u went thru a lot
or maybe sth tat changed ur views, thoughts
or even your life.
normally when u get matured,
means u got hurt.
someone that is childish normally doesn't have those hurt thingy
some live in their own life
and some just dun bother at all
u can say tat i grew up but dun say i'm matured haha
maybe like wat u said,
i would be both.
mature and childish at the same time
impossible? ;)
Saturday, April 21, 2012
=)....)=
每个人的笑容背后都有一道伤。
就好像笑容的弧度，
和哀愁的弧度会形成一个圆形一样。
我的朋友曾经说过，
the person that laughed the most
experienced the most pain.
我不知道是不是真的
可是我被这句话打动了。
心情不好的时候，
我很喜欢站在阳台，
吹吹风，看看天上的星星。
可是星星呢？
怎么这里都看不见星星的……
乌云你好讨厌，
怎么都把我的星星带走了 :(
i hope there's someone out there
that will hug me and say that
"you're not"
whenever i say i'm ok....
就好像笑容的弧度，
和哀愁的弧度会形成一个圆形一样。
我的朋友曾经说过，
the person that laughed the most
experienced the most pain.
我不知道是不是真的
可是我被这句话打动了。
心情不好的时候，
我很喜欢站在阳台，
吹吹风，看看天上的星星。
可是星星呢？
怎么这里都看不见星星的……
乌云你好讨厌，
怎么都把我的星星带走了 :(
i hope there's someone out there
that will hug me and say that
"you're not"
whenever i say i'm ok....
Friday, April 20, 2012
The Last Song
Watch "The Last Song" today.
It's a great movie, mainly about the love between father and daughter
The conflicts feel so familiar to me
It's a simple happy family that we all are longing for
But it's not that easy.
Somehow this movie made me cry. :P
Love is fragile
We muddled thru a lot in our life
just to let it stay
against all odd
We are not perfect, none of us are.
We made mistakes, we screwed up
but we forgive and move forward.
Now, it's time for me to forgive and move on.
It's a great movie, mainly about the love between father and daughter
The conflicts feel so familiar to me
It's a simple happy family that we all are longing for
But it's not that easy.
Somehow this movie made me cry. :P
Love is fragile
We muddled thru a lot in our life
just to let it stay
against all odd
We are not perfect, none of us are.
We made mistakes, we screwed up
but we forgive and move forward.
Now, it's time for me to forgive and move on.
Thursday, April 19, 2012
thoughts
i've learnt to see the positive side of everything
maybe nt everything, most of it.
when i noticed that there's still a good side of the bad things
i feel so good
it's a kind of relief where u let down ur own burden in ur heart
but somehow, there's somethings that is just so bad
u can't see the bright side of it
maybe it also contains the bright side of it
just u can't see it
ownself blinded by own grief and sadness
i need a light
need a light in my life and guide me.
maybe nt everything, most of it.
when i noticed that there's still a good side of the bad things
i feel so good
it's a kind of relief where u let down ur own burden in ur heart
but somehow, there's somethings that is just so bad
u can't see the bright side of it
maybe it also contains the bright side of it
just u can't see it
ownself blinded by own grief and sadness
i need a light
need a light in my life and guide me.
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
let's change
hmm let me change abit
this post will be in english (obviously xD)
actually nth much to say
just that i'm too boring studying in ict lab
having my final exams these few days
and as usual, burning the midnight oil AGAIN :P
currently using my fren's phone
then maybe the end of the year i will get my own
ytd i was touched
by my fren a.k.a daddy xD
he somehow "scolded" me for nt eating the medicine haha
it's not fierce, however i was touched
he cared for me that's why he was so frust right? :D
nah it's caring towards a fren, dun tink too much, both of u =.=
few days ago, sth happened
and it reminded me of a very bad experience
it sucks, until nw i still cant let the feeling go
i dunno how to get thru it, so maybe time will help
says: time heals, is it true?
anyway, we'll see... :)
this post will be in english (obviously xD)
actually nth much to say
just that i'm too boring studying in ict lab
having my final exams these few days
and as usual, burning the midnight oil AGAIN :P
currently using my fren's phone
then maybe the end of the year i will get my own
ytd i was touched
by my fren a.k.a daddy xD
he somehow "scolded" me for nt eating the medicine haha
it's not fierce, however i was touched
he cared for me that's why he was so frust right? :D
nah it's caring towards a fren, dun tink too much, both of u =.=
few days ago, sth happened
and it reminded me of a very bad experience
it sucks, until nw i still cant let the feeling go
i dunno how to get thru it, so maybe time will help
says: time heals, is it true?
anyway, we'll see... :)
Friday, April 13, 2012
Monday, April 9, 2012
皇族婚礼 :D
第一次赚钱~~
领薪水的时候真开心 ^^
不过最重要的不是那个薪水，
而是那个经验，那个过程~
星期六 (7/4)我们去霹雳的皇宫，
因为苏丹的孙女结婚~
所以我们去帮忙他的婚宴~
新郎是一个外国人~
所以就是郎才女貌，男的帅女的美~
很好奇，是不是皇族的都很美的
有没有一个皇族是不美的 LOL
说到紧张，还不会很紧张，
因为过程真的是很快，
也没有时间给你紧张 XD
犯错是有啦~不过不是很严重的 LOL
不然我就会在bukit aman 了~
虽然很累，因为回到学校已经是星期日凌晨5点了 =w=
不过真的是一个很好的经验~
只是很想骂那个巴士司机，
那么快做什么 =。=
驾快车，5点到学校，这个时间不上不下的 LOL
所以和朋友们去mamak吃早餐
其实我没吃，因为吃了会想吐 orz
坐着快睡着了，因为sleepy mode on XD
然后6点才能够搭德士回宿舍~
回到宿舍差不多是7点了~
夸张的是，我从7点睡到下午5点！ LOL
然后朋友们来我家，一起去吃火锅~
下雨天吃火锅真的是很幸福的事 =www=
在KL的第一次火锅~ ^^
领薪水的时候真开心 ^^
不过最重要的不是那个薪水，
而是那个经验，那个过程~
星期六 (7/4)我们去霹雳的皇宫，
因为苏丹的孙女结婚~
所以我们去帮忙他的婚宴~
新郎是一个外国人~
所以就是郎才女貌，男的帅女的美~
很好奇，是不是皇族的都很美的
有没有一个皇族是不美的 LOL
说到紧张，还不会很紧张，
因为过程真的是很快，
也没有时间给你紧张 XD
犯错是有啦~不过不是很严重的 LOL
不然我就会在bukit aman 了~
虽然很累，因为回到学校已经是星期日凌晨5点了 =w=
不过真的是一个很好的经验~
只是很想骂那个巴士司机，
那么快做什么 =。=
驾快车，5点到学校，这个时间不上不下的 LOL
所以和朋友们去mamak吃早餐
其实我没吃，因为吃了会想吐 orz
坐着快睡着了，因为sleepy mode on XD
然后6点才能够搭德士回宿舍~
回到宿舍差不多是7点了~
夸张的是，我从7点睡到下午5点！ LOL
然后朋友们来我家，一起去吃火锅~
下雨天吃火锅真的是很幸福的事 =www=
在KL的第一次火锅~ ^^
Saturday, March 24, 2012
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