childish vs. mature

ME.
childish or mature?
some say childish but some say the latter
but, there are also some say both

for me, i prefer to be childish
hmm maybe not too childish
which is kind of annoying sometimes :P

many ppl wished to be mature
(in mentality, not old FYI)
but i prefer to be childish,
isn't tat weird?

the reason is,
when u get matured,
means tat u went thru a lot
or maybe sth tat changed ur views, thoughts
or even your life.
normally when u get matured,
means u got hurt.

someone that is childish normally doesn't have those hurt thingy
some live in their own life
and some just dun bother at all

u can say tat i grew up but dun say i'm matured haha
maybe like wat u said,
i would be both.
mature and childish at the same time
impossible? ;)