孩子不坏

看了孩子不坏，感触良多
说真的，如果你们还没去看，
就一定要去看哦~真的很好看的 :D

这部电影，让我想起了自己的家庭
看戏的时候哭得很惨，也笑得很惨 xD
有时候想想， 是不是口上说不在意，无所谓；
心里就真的是不在意呢？
其实有时候没有谁对谁错， 只是大家都太在意了

感觉自己有时候好像在赌气，
那也是因为心里真的不开心。

可是就好像，收到妈妈鼓励的简讯我会很开心
很意外地，家人过来找我， 也会有所期待 （虽然好像也会落空）
 在想，是不是因为一个人的关系，
所以有人陪伴就特别开心呢？

朋友说，看了这部电影，
会很感谢妈妈，很爱妈妈的
或许对我来说，还需要一些些时间吧
或许过了自己那一关， 说不定就真的没事了 :)

childish vs. mature

ME.
childish or mature?
some say childish but some say the latter
but, there are also some say both

for me, i prefer to be childish
hmm maybe not too childish
which is kind of annoying sometimes :P

many ppl wished to be mature
(in mentality, not old FYI)
but i prefer to be childish,
isn't tat weird?

the reason is,
when u get matured,
means tat u went thru a lot
or maybe sth tat changed ur views, thoughts
or even your life.
normally when u get matured,
means u got hurt.

someone that is childish normally doesn't have those hurt thingy
some live in their own life
and some just dun bother at all

u can say tat i grew up but dun say i'm matured haha
maybe like wat u said,
i would be both.
mature and childish at the same time
impossible? ;)

=)....)=

每个人的笑容背后都有一道伤。
就好像笑容的弧度，
和哀愁的弧度会形成一个圆形一样。

我的朋友曾经说过，
the person that laughed the most
experienced the most pain.
我不知道是不是真的
可是我被这句话打动了。

心情不好的时候，
我很喜欢站在阳台，
吹吹风，看看天上的星星。
可是星星呢？
怎么这里都看不见星星的……
乌云你好讨厌，
怎么都把我的星星带走了 :(

i hope there's someone out there
that will hug me and say that
"you're not"
whenever i say i'm ok....

我的小屋

分手的理由是假的
但分手是真的
————《醉后决定爱上你》

在想，是不是该把小屋关了
毕竟都很少回去了
而且也不懂要写什么
又或者说，没什么想写了

可是，不懂得要怎么关 =。=
还是很久很久不要去动就会自动关闭啊？
嘛，到底该不该关掉啊…… @@

爱情测验

怎么知道自己是不是喜欢一个人
要是有一个爱情测验就好了……

说实话，我很想念你们啊！ > <
这个假期没回去了
对不起啊 > <

有一些事情，不能够说出来
可是藏在心里真的很难过 :(

The Last Song

Watch "The Last Song" today.
It's a great movie, mainly about the love between father and daughter
The conflicts feel so familiar to me
It's a simple happy family that we all are longing for
But it's not that easy.
Somehow this movie made me cry. :P

Love is fragile
We muddled thru a lot in our life
just to let it stay
against all odd

We are not perfect, none of us are.
We made mistakes, we screwed up
but we forgive and move forward.
Now, it's time for me to forgive and move on.

thoughts

i've learnt to see the positive side of everything
maybe nt everything, most of it.

when i noticed that there's still a good side of the bad things
i feel so good
it's a kind of relief where u let down ur own burden in ur heart

but somehow, there's somethings that is just so bad
u can't see the bright side of it
maybe it also contains the bright side of it
just u can't see it
ownself blinded by own grief and sadness

i need a light
need a light in my life and guide me.

let's change

hmm let me change abit
this post will be in english (obviously xD)

actually nth much to say
just that i'm too boring studying in ict lab
having my final exams these few days
and as usual, burning the midnight oil AGAIN :P

currently using my fren's phone
then maybe the end of the year i will get my own

ytd i was touched
by my fren a.k.a daddy xD
he somehow "scolded" me for nt eating the medicine haha
it's not fierce, however i was touched
he cared for me that's why he was so frust right? :D
nah it's caring towards a fren, dun tink too much, both of u =.=

few days ago, sth happened
and it reminded me of a very bad experience
it sucks, until nw i still cant let the feeling go
i dunno how to get thru it, so maybe time will help
says: time heals, is it true?
anyway, we'll see... :)

倒霉

珍重宣布，本小姐被打抢了！ ><

事发经过就算了，不怎么想说
因为真的很噩梦，很恐怖
想起一次就会抖一次

总之呢，我现在身无分文 lol
电话也没了
所以不要打我的电话
如果要找我的话可以在fb找我
或者是打电话给我的朋友，yvonne
012-5855328

别担心我，只是轻伤，没大碍~

皇族婚礼 :D

第一次赚钱~~
领薪水的时候真开心 ^^
不过最重要的不是那个薪水，
而是那个经验，那个过程~

星期六 (7/4)我们去霹雳的皇宫，
因为苏丹的孙女结婚~
所以我们去帮忙他的婚宴~
新郎是一个外国人~
所以就是郎才女貌，男的帅女的美~
很好奇，是不是皇族的都很美的
有没有一个皇族是不美的 LOL

说到紧张，还不会很紧张，
因为过程真的是很快，
也没有时间给你紧张 XD
犯错是有啦~不过不是很严重的 LOL
不然我就会在bukit aman 了~

虽然很累，因为回到学校已经是星期日凌晨5点了 =w=
不过真的是一个很好的经验~
只是很想骂那个巴士司机，
那么快做什么 =。=
驾快车，5点到学校，这个时间不上不下的 LOL
所以和朋友们去mamak吃早餐
其实我没吃，因为吃了会想吐 orz
坐着快睡着了，因为sleepy mode on XD
然后6点才能够搭德士回宿舍~

回到宿舍差不多是7点了~
夸张的是，我从7点睡到下午5点！ LOL
然后朋友们来我家，一起去吃火锅~
下雨天吃火锅真的是很幸福的事 =www=
在KL的第一次火锅~ ^^